My biggest fear was losing you
NOW
its the thought of letting someone else in.
they rarely see my thorns.
but you saw all.
you got pricked by me.
but you still loved me.
when i was out of bloom,
when i was just an ugly weed..
you still loved me.
all my flaws, you looked past them.
all my bad days, you embraced me in.
You loved me in a way that a true love would.
to find someone else like that, I don't think i could.
I'm too scared to open up, i fear its eating at me.
my holes are bigger than meets the eye.
A book with a neat cover,
with torn up insides.
the beauty i do not see.
I don't see whatever it is you saw in me..
instead i sit in silence,
scared to break out in violence.
Scared to express this beating in my chest.
they only see me at my best.
My legs folded, with my arms crossed.
I sit so neatly, but I feel so lost.
I can't express to you this side of me,
because my mind is saying, only he could have loved all of me..
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