hiding at the bottom of your stairs
waiting to yell surprise.
This year i'll be spending my evening by the grave.
this isn't what i had in mind.
theres nothing to celebrate today.
I still can't believe your gone.
It hasn't hit me in weeks.
I miss the tears.
I miss depression.
I miss you.
I lost my love, I lost my best friend,
I lost my plan for the future.
It felt like i lost everything.
Its been 5 months..
I hate 2010.
Your pictures are still in my room
but they don't keep me company.
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