Is there rest?

Is there rest for the weary, is there rest for me?
I see no light at the end of the tunnel
I see no break of dawn..

I remember you touching my face..
I remember those 3 words you told me that I didn't doubt
I remember you holding me when everything fell apart
I remember your laugh, the one that lasted minutes
I remember your words, kind to the Lord
I remember when you looked at me with your contacts, the words you said..
I remember the nights in my driveway under the pale blue moon
I remember chasing you after church
I remember what it felt like to be yours..

Everything is different now.
Your not here and I'm not there.
I remember that day..
The worst day of my life..

THIS ISN'T OK, I don't feel ok.
I don't want to feel ok.

It just doesn't feel right..

"Tell me I'm only dreaming, Tell me he's just sleeping"- As Cities Burn