When it first happened and weeks after you still felt close..
But now I'm starting to feel your distance.
Not a day I've gone without talking to you for years.
Now its been 2 months without any communication..
Sunday I met the nurse that was with you in surgery..
I didn't recognize her until I was told it was her.
Faces didn't matter that day, nothing mattered but you.
When I looked at her again,
the memory of that day hit me
like 20 football players tackling me.
I cried as if it were brand new..
I was jealous of this woman, whose name I do not know.
I am jealous.
She was beside you when I couldn't be.
I'm selfish.
I would bring you back kicking and screaming if I could.
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