but i'm realizing you weren't that to pretty much anyone.
"he was everyones best friend, he favored no one"
when a friend said that me tonight,
it really sank in.
deep.
you befriended everyone.
anyone.
you were the link..
well to me you were.
you linked so many friendships together.
we would hang out just because you were there.
because you planned it, because you brought everyone together.
what kind of a friend am i?
nothing like you were.
you were a friend to anyone. everyone.
you were faithful, true, reliable, trustworthy.
You let everyone have your best.
No one on this planet has taught me more than you.
you still teach me.
how to love.
how to be a friend.
how to be a servant.
how to have a servants heart.
through your life, you taught me how to live.
how to see clearly.
But I would be lying if i said i wouldn't give anything to be next to you again.
This year hasn't been an easy one.
But what is to expect?
I miss you.
I miss the North Carolina days.
I miss simplicity.
I miss your smell.
I miss the way you laugh.
I miss your humor, that no one has.
I miss you smiling.
I miss your touch.
I miss all of you.
I love you.
